[Diapered-4-life]

Hi I'm new here and I'm not sure about this but here it goes I've been in diapers from birth mostly because I've never had any sensation to tell me I needed to pee but as I got older I lost control over my bowels as well I've hide inside myself never letting anyone close except one or twice I don't really want to be someone's baby but I do have a few things I feel like I have a need for one I would like to have a female friend or companion to change and be changed by and once in a while I think I'd like her to give me a bottle bed time I don't understand why I just feel that? I also have been paddling my own bottom for as long as I can remember for behavior that is unacceptable I would like that same friend be able to do that for me when asked?? I've always felt like a freak and always been alone any thoughts anyone???

[sgtrock]

Just because something isn't common doesn't mean that's it's weird or unacceptable, you be comfortable in who you are cuz in the end you are who matters!!


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[Diapered-4-life]

Well I don't think it's mommy I'm looking for but maybe I'd just like someone to swap change's with and when I told them I deserving of a padding for what ever the reason maybe they'd be willing to help me with that it's much different then padding your self but maybe your right in what you see I would want to fulfill her needs as well what ever thay may be

[PeppermintBatty]

I mean. What you just described is the exact life I'd really like to have. I already have a mommy and I wear diapers every day. I'm almost there.
Honestly, it's not such a big deal. Don't put yourself down for having desires that are not the norm. Because you are valid just as you are. You are allowed to be whoever you want to be on this planet. It's only because you've been exposed to idiots that you decide not to be who you want.
I don't have that problem. I'm going to be a little bab and I'm going to be with my momma sooner or later.

[Diapered-4-life]

No I'm don't mean to put myself down they give me a couple hundred diapers every month I'm tired of putting them on me I'd rather diaper someone else an let them diaper me I've been diapering me for the last 47 years I can't remember the last time I was diapered by anyone it could be I won't like it I don't know I just found this website looking for a pattern for cloth diapers and decided to give it a try

[Diapered-4-life]

I guess after all these years of hiding in shame I don't know how to be open or excepted and I'm just trying to fit in somewhere

[PeppermintBatty]

This is the perfect place for you. I've been diapering myself for eleven years (Since I was eleven). I'm not even incontinent even!

It's really nice to get someone else to do it for you. Very fulfilling. If you've never experienced it, I highly recommend fitting in with us til you find someone that will rub your back for ya. If you spend enough time in the community, you will eventually run into the right crowd. Keep at it.

[Diapered-4-life]

I guess I was kinda delutional to think there could possibly be anyone out there that would feel as I do no one could understand it is the words I say an maybe I to need more understanding of myself and that's okay I do so have a open heart that goes with my open mind