[Kittercat]

My previous CG left me in a bad fight a little while ago. Its been more than a week. I can't eat he usually helped me with my eating disorder , made me food, encouraged eating. He isn't coming back and I feel like I am on the verge of fainting every day in the small amount a food I can eat. I don't know what to do. I don't have money for a therapist and my pantry freaks me out.

[abeyante]

I've had EDNOS for ~6 years or so. Much better now than I was. But I can identify with this...

You don't have money for a therapist, but are there any free services near you? If you're in school, you should have access to something like that. If you're not, there are free counselling services most places. Google free counseling and see what's available. It might be helpful just to tell someone, even if you can't find a really great specialist <3

[Nysali]

Oh Kittercat, I'm so sorry you're going through this.

There's a post on Tumblr that I reblog when I see it: It has numbers of hotlines for self-help, including one for eating disorders: 1-847-831-3438

Just found this too: http://ourroadtorecovery.tumblr.com/help

I hope you are able to start healing as soon as possible. Feel free to vent on this space anytime if you need to! <3

[Nysali]

Hmm not sure why that tumblr post didn't link properly, it is here: Hotline Numbers

[abeyante]

Speaking of tumblr, this is one of my favorite blogs aimed at coping skills for mental illness in general. I find it very helpful for this type of thing of thing -> http://howilearnedtocope.tumblr.com/