[littlelionboy]

hi!!
so ive often been in a somewhat little-feeling headspace as in that i have interests below my bio age, im sometimes childish in behaviour or slip into using childish words, but last night i had an experience which truly felt like age regression into my own littlespace.
i was finally alone, snuggled up with my blankies and favourite stuffies, and put on a movie that i'd already seen (rise of the guardians) albeit a long while ago. then, as i relaxed, i found myself thinking much less than i usually do during a movie, and just getting entirely caught up in the feelings - i almost cried at one point and i NEVER cry in day to day life. it was so strange and new that sometimes i would catch myself and think 'why am i enjoyin this so much?' and that's when i realised i was properly experiencing littlespace. all the wonder and magic of the fantasy world was so real to me in that state and it was brilliant! i can't wait to do it again. all the troubles and stresses and constant-train-of-thought of my normal life slipped away and just left little me clutching my stuffies, eyes glued to the screen. it was so fulfilling, im feeling blessed that i got to experience it
when i woke up the next day, stuffies strewn across the bed, my littlespace had left and i was fully in big mode -it was like being a werewolf and waking up the next day human! i was confused, going like 'wait, what happened last night?' xD that's gonna be a feeling i'll have to get used to~