[Deleted User 60839]

I dreampt I visited a house from my childhood. I'd had this dream before, looking for a childhood friend, but he wasn't there. This time he was. I got to hug him, smell him. I was loved and accepted. He identified as a she in the dream, which was so different, but it was the single most important dream of my life. I woke up and cried. I told my mom and she did a quick facebook search based on the last names she remembered and found one that seems like it might be him. He does drag, so I reached out to see if it really is him. I have doubts that even if I do find him that we'll be able to share any kind of relationship now, but I'm really hopeful. I love you Seth.