[Lainey]

After my gf passed away, it has been years since I’ve felt any inkling about someone. I haven’t even met this potential Daddy yet. He has liked a couple of my that one fet community website things and we have lots of mutual IRL friends. While in semi-little mode, with my nesting partner, I listed the pros and cons of this man that I’ve never met based on his profile. We ended with sooooo many pros. Most likely, we’ll meet at a popular weekly local event in 2 to 3 weeks and probably every week after since it feels safer to be out and about.

There’s a tiny voice in my head reminding me that I’m probably future tripping, but my gut feeling is so darn excited. I feel like a part of me is writing all this as proof to show him later. Idk how to explain it, but all my years of experience in the scene + dating app dreams (I’m in school to make apps) + his profile = we’ll probably be into each other. We’re both POC, creative, and on the ace spectrum. We just need to meet.

Will check back in and add a comment update after I finally see him.