- 6 years ago
#38814
Ik their are littles out their even some daddies and mommies that suffer from anxiety and depression and stuff. I do. Right now i am jus so agitated and depressed and stuff it could be several reasons. Like my meds and stuff. Or my friend had this thing shes gluten free because also cause extreme depression agitation anxiety and stuff. I had alot of bread today and for anyone who dosent know. bread has gluten in it only special gluten free bread dosent. When i am on here i am usually happy their are occasions when i get into my moods. Some of you been around for them. Anyways its one of my moods today. I am upset agitated depressed sad jus all of the things. Like if u could put all emotions into one thats what i am right now. I jus got to speak to my therapist yesterday but i talked mouth off about all my summer problems that we didnt have time to really give me much help on what to do. Well not for all of it. Thats fo next time. In the meantime right now i feeling lost again idk what to do to out of this dump maybebits hard because i feel so tired and i jus want to stay in my bed and continue laying down but at the same time i dont want to be in my room. I dont want to jus be laying here thinking about how ipset i am how depressed am how i jus wan to punch or hit something jus be outright violent to rid me of all these emptions. I dont wan to sit here and think about it any of that. Yet i am all out of what to do options. I try distracting myself. I play games on my phone but that got boring. All my girlfriends are in other dorms too far fo my lazy legs that want to sleep to have to walk. Idk what to do i am so caught up in ny head idk how to get out. I wan my daddy here but hes away plus hes going thru stuff. I sick of adding on to it. Anyways i am at the firetruck the world point. Dont worry i refraining myeself from doing anything stupid. Thats why i decided to jus write. And thats what i am doing. I dont think i was lukin fo advice but maybe i am. Maybe i jus need idk explanation or a hug idk. Id really care. I guess that was it. I am not totally relieved but i guess it sort of helped. Still agitated.
* thebabygirlpixie/kitty *