i think i gotta get diagnosed again....
Posted: |June 27th, 2018|, 10:21 am
i gotta get myself diagnosed again..... ppl around me say i suddenly sometimes becomes like another person....
so far from the things i have recorded down. the info gotten from ppl around me. i have 4 personalities.....
1. Amber Hong (the host): that's my real surname and victim of childhood abuse (physical and psychological)(1999-2012), 19 years old going to 20. Depressed,suicidal and self harms.
2. Amber Sir Barnes-Lokison (Alter 1): the "normal" one. Happy, positive etc, also 19 going to 20. Protect Amber Hong Physically
3. Yakov/Yasha (alter 2): the flirty one. 23 years old. Strong like "winter soldier" protect Amber Hong Physically and mentally. Good at drinking
4. Name not given (alter 3): the little one. Mostly at Age 3-5 sometimes younger than 3. Non verbal, might have a bit of autistic-ness. A kind of "shield" and somewhat give back lost childhood....
Hobbies, likes and dislikes + allergies about the same for all 4
BTW, Yakov/Yasha sometimes might behave like a bastard.... just ignore when that happens. Yakov/Yasha is the only male alter.
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I sometime be like a mixture of 2 alters but still the alter
eg. I might be a mixture of Amber Sif Barnes-Lokison and Yakov/Yasha. but my main Alter is Yakov/Yasha
so far from the things i have recorded down. the info gotten from ppl around me. i have 4 personalities.....
1. Amber Hong (the host): that's my real surname and victim of childhood abuse (physical and psychological)(1999-2012), 19 years old going to 20. Depressed,suicidal and self harms.
2. Amber Sir Barnes-Lokison (Alter 1): the "normal" one. Happy, positive etc, also 19 going to 20. Protect Amber Hong Physically
3. Yakov/Yasha (alter 2): the flirty one. 23 years old. Strong like "winter soldier" protect Amber Hong Physically and mentally. Good at drinking
4. Name not given (alter 3): the little one. Mostly at Age 3-5 sometimes younger than 3. Non verbal, might have a bit of autistic-ness. A kind of "shield" and somewhat give back lost childhood....
Hobbies, likes and dislikes + allergies about the same for all 4
BTW, Yakov/Yasha sometimes might behave like a bastard.... just ignore when that happens. Yakov/Yasha is the only male alter.
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I sometime be like a mixture of 2 alters but still the alter
eg. I might be a mixture of Amber Sif Barnes-Lokison and Yakov/Yasha. but my main Alter is Yakov/Yasha
