[TheBellbaby]

I have always had problems fitting in socially. Not that I don't try, but more that when I try I just can't seem to talk most of the time. This is especially around girls, and when. I do manage to think of something to say, and I say it, it's always something stupid, and just makes me more nervous. I get nervous when I meet people, or sometimes even when I'm alone with people I've known for years. I just don't understand why. It's starting to feel like I'm just not meant to fit in anywhere. Not to mention as you can imagine this makes talking about my little side really hard. So hard in fact I've never done it until now, and have already almost deleted this post twice since starting to type it...Whats wrong with me?