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I've really just now discovered that I want pacifiers and bottles, I've always had a sippy cup, he accepts that,

I guess I should say that I've never met him we have been talking online for almost a year we do plan to meet and see where everything goes... I've been telling him things trying to prepare him for everything but this pacifier and bottle has just come about within the last week, and I really want it when we are talking ... How should I tell him? I'm so scared