- 7 years ago
#24622
Hi I'm new here and I'm not sure about this but here it goes I've been in diapers from birth mostly because I've never had any sensation to tell me I needed to pee but as I got older I lost control over my bowels as well I've hide inside myself never letting anyone close except one or twice I don't really want to be someone's baby but I do have a few things I feel like I have a need for one I would like to have a female friend or companion to change and be changed by and once in a while I think I'd like her to give me a bottle bed time I don't understand why I just feel that? I also have been paddling my own bottom for as long as I can remember for behavior that is unacceptable I would like that same friend be able to do that for me when asked?? I've always felt like a freak and always been alone any thoughts anyone???