[Evelusive]

Ok......
This is a bit hard.....

While I have only been on this board for a very tiny amount of time, already it has a pretty strong emotional resonance...

I mean, firetruck, this is where I figured out that I have been living a lie for more than 30 years.

I told my Ex-wife everything last night, from having suspicions that I might be transgender, to secretly smoking for pretty much the entire length of our 14 year relationship to the fact that I found it very easy to slip into the persona of a 6-14 year-old little girl.

I have nothing against the people in this community, In fact most people I have met and talked to have been some of the most kind, wonderful and helpful people I have ever met.

I am just not doing this for the right reasons.

I am Little and Submissive because I don't feel masculine and this gives me an out/escape in a binary mindset that doesn't mess with my dearly held world order, this way of thinking is both misogynist (females must ALWAYS be submissive) and it is transphobic.

But as my ex-wife (and ex-carer) puts it.......... It is time for me to grow up, I am a strong and powerful woman who needs to take charge of her destiny for the first time in her life.

At last I have something that is mine and only mine, i will let no-one take it from me.

Being little was my cocoon, safe and secure, but not very mobile (for me)..

Love to you all.
Eve Indigo Griffin.

[PrettyLittlePixie]

I didn't know you, but I'm glad you've come to terms with yourself like this. I hope your transition process helps you feel comfortable being the woman you are.

[BreezyBaby]

Congrats on coming to terms with your true self! I'm so happy for you

[PrincessAmy]

I don't even know you. This is one of the first ever posts I've read or commented on. But I admire you. I just felt like you should know. Your strength and ability to identify your needs and purpose is awe inspiring. Best of luck! Xx


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