I want to get a paci but I'm embarrassed
Posted: |January 13th, 2020|, 2:19 pm
Hey guys,
I've wanted to get a pacifier for awhile now, but I'm really self conscious about it. Like, I really really want one, but only four people in my life know that I'm a little and that I slip frequently. Others have seen that I act "childish" at times and they get really angry with me. My worry is that I get one and leave it around the house and then have someone coming over and I forget to put it away. I'm always told to "act my age" and it kills me every time. If I had a daddy, it'd make things easier because I'd have validation and reassurance about myself. The people around me make me feel insane sometimes for wanting the things I want. So at the end of the month, when I get money, I want to get a green pacifier, but I need advice. Whenever I have money, I almost order it but I get too scared I'll get made fun of and then I cry cause I still don't have a paci. So if you have any advice or how you deal with criticism, I'd appreciate it.
I've wanted to get a pacifier for awhile now, but I'm really self conscious about it. Like, I really really want one, but only four people in my life know that I'm a little and that I slip frequently. Others have seen that I act "childish" at times and they get really angry with me. My worry is that I get one and leave it around the house and then have someone coming over and I forget to put it away. I'm always told to "act my age" and it kills me every time. If I had a daddy, it'd make things easier because I'd have validation and reassurance about myself. The people around me make me feel insane sometimes for wanting the things I want. So at the end of the month, when I get money, I want to get a green pacifier, but I need advice. Whenever I have money, I almost order it but I get too scared I'll get made fun of and then I cry cause I still don't have a paci. So if you have any advice or how you deal with criticism, I'd appreciate it.