Warning this is gonna be long because I am TALKATIVE lol so I'm sorry in advance
This has been an ongoing thing for me honestly. I knew I had a Daddy kink for years, and that I liked being taken care of, but I figured that was just an aspect of my submissive side. In my relationships I'd have moments where I'd slip into a smol voice pitch and act all silly and giggly when I'd get really happy and felt doted on. I wouldn't outgrow a lot of things I got into as a kid, and I'd find myself revisiting or getting into things directed to kids as I got older, like being into MLP and stuff like that.
As I got a little older, I'd get more overwhelmed at basic adult things, which I would try very hard to push past so I could do the productive thing. But so often I'd want to shut down and curl into a ball. And I'd be naïve about a lot of things, and some of my friends called me ditsy for it.
I first heard about Dd/lg through youtube videos, and I was very curious about it. I felt like things applied to me, but I only ever saw Littles who were into AB which is not quite where I fall on the spectrum. So I felt like my littleness didn't "count" because I didn't specifically wear diapers, colored, or used a paci. I take the BeDeeSeM quiz frequently to see if things changed over time, and while the Boy/Girl or Ageplayer stats were never super high, they were never that low either, like it was usually more than 50%. Over the last year, I started watching more educators and doing more research because I am in a D/s dynamic but also a relationship. My Daddy never forced anything on me or put anything in my head, things just sort of fell into place with us; he reads to me, brushes my teeth, runs bubble baths for me, picks out my food, gives me a bedtime. All of those things got me very excited and made me feel very safe. I started giving in more to this idea that I don't want to do the big girl thing. I started taking more time to just feel smol, watched things I grew up with like the Muppets, Peter Pan, classic Disney, musicals and fantasy stories like the Hobbit. I wouldn't have a care in the world, I felt like a kid again, it was euphoric. A lot of this has been my own journey finding my littlespace. Wearing what makes me feel cute, taking pleasure in the little things, eating food that makes me excited, not stressing so much about all the big people things, letting myself just relax, and feel full of wonder and magic.
The BeDeeSeM test updates it's questions a lot, and the Little stat was waaaaaayyyyyyyyy higher than it used to be. I started really looking inward at myself, who I am, what makes me happy, what I need, and when I found this site, I read the "How do I know" article, and I just checked every box. I held off on embracing it for a while, and just wondering if I had "Little tendencies," because while on this journey, people didn't understand it, and I kept having to explain things while still figuring it out for myself. I worried too much about what others would say or whether I was valid, but all that matters is what makes me happy. I am a Little, and I am so proud to be
and I can't wait to be a part of this community and to make Little friends to be smol with.
What is even more exciting is how on board my Daddy is, he's always been curious about exploring it with someone, and has always found littles to be very cute. So he is beyond happy to incorporate it into our dynamic