- 3 years ago
#56021
I have a question to ask I do not know if I age regress or if this is apart of my personality.
I am embarrassed to say this but I am naturally bubbly and I mature and progress slower than my peers. I have been taking strict measures to mature faster and keep up with them. Sometimes I get stressed by this.
There are days that I get too bubbly and I feel like I am back to my 12 year old self again. I am aware of my current age and that I act like how I was at that age. I become more irritable than I usually am when I am not at this state.
I tend to lash out easily like I was at that time and I get so defensive, How I entertain my self when I am at this state is quite different from what I do to entertain my self now. It’s almost exactly like I am 12 again I watch the shows, YouTube videos that I usually enjoyed at this age. I act hyperactive like I am at this state exactly like how I behaved at this age.
I find this embarrassing and please don't judge me for this. There are some days that I wish to be a toddler again. I suck on my fingers like I did back then watch shows meant for pre-schoolersbut I can still do my responsibilities and I still have my state of mind. I am currently 18.
I grew up in a happy environment and I am continually to living in a positive and happy one currently. I have no mental health conditions and I don’t experience anything or wasn’t expose to anything that can cause my trauma.
I am embarrassed to say this but I am naturally bubbly and I mature and progress slower than my peers. I have been taking strict measures to mature faster and keep up with them. Sometimes I get stressed by this.
There are days that I get too bubbly and I feel like I am back to my 12 year old self again. I am aware of my current age and that I act like how I was at that age. I become more irritable than I usually am when I am not at this state.
I tend to lash out easily like I was at that time and I get so defensive, How I entertain my self when I am at this state is quite different from what I do to entertain my self now. It’s almost exactly like I am 12 again I watch the shows, YouTube videos that I usually enjoyed at this age. I act hyperactive like I am at this state exactly like how I behaved at this age.
I find this embarrassing and please don't judge me for this. There are some days that I wish to be a toddler again. I suck on my fingers like I did back then watch shows meant for pre-schoolersbut I can still do my responsibilities and I still have my state of mind. I am currently 18.
I grew up in a happy environment and I am continually to living in a positive and happy one currently. I have no mental health conditions and I don’t experience anything or wasn’t expose to anything that can cause my trauma.