- 7 years ago
#30520
I've been wondering about this, too. I feel like I kind of initially felt like more of a middle, but for several months, I've felt more little: I have a special blanket that I can't sleep without (it's a weighted blanket though that helps my anxiety) plus I have another old one I really like, I love stuffies, old Disney movies (and I'm starting to like some new ones), I can't really sleep okay without a baby noise machine, sometimes I suck my thumb to calm down, etc. I have a lot of ageplay type of dreams where I'm wearing little kid shirts like I had as a kid (my favorite was a Lion King shirt) & kids underwear & I have a paci sometimes, and my dream-Daddy has me wear diapers sometimes too. (In real life, wearing diapers doesn't appeal to me.) I liked and kept doing some of that stuff for years when I was a kid, probably longer than kids tend to. So I dunno, based on how my real life was, I could even be 8 as a little. This is tough to figure out.