As I grew older and weaned off of diapers, I knew that I always wanted to be back in them. I didn't think of it as a kink when I was in my pre-teen years, but as something abnormal. I got caught trying to put on a diaper in my room by a younger cousin when she had (at the time) my baby cousin to visit.
Fast forward to high school ans I saved up my lunch money and bought pull-up. Even though they were really tight on me (I was a really chubby kid), I knew that diapers weren't only physically intimate but a sense of security and comfort.
In the past, I have bought adult diapers and went through them quickly and hope that I had more in my disposal to have more good times. As I read up on this kink, I knew that I wasn't alone and one day I will meet someone in Montreal who sharea in this interest as well.