- 3 years ago
#55801
I have just joined the community and I don't know if I fit in.
I don't even know where to start but I know that I've been interested in being a daddy and I have known this for a while and have been researching it for months i just honestly want to give all my love and support to someone because in the past 2 year's I've been so depressed I can't even open up about it
I have family members who doesn't even talk to me or my mother who has very horrible conditions hindering her health
I have had 3 dogs pass and multiple cats as well
My girlfriend left me and spread rumors I abused her which is not true I was repulsed by this because my mother has lived through so much trauma it sickened me someone would lie about it and that's just some of it
I have been so lonely for so long I really don't know what to do I joined the community to try and help others out and give the best advice I can and being 2 days in the community I have upset the admin and was immature in the chatroom and I really just wanted to help anyone out with honestly good intentions but I pretty much just messed up I have honestly been crying and felling like trash
I really want to be apart of this community but I don't know if I deserve to be any advice or comments would be so appreciated
I don't even know where to start but I know that I've been interested in being a daddy and I have known this for a while and have been researching it for months i just honestly want to give all my love and support to someone because in the past 2 year's I've been so depressed I can't even open up about it
I have family members who doesn't even talk to me or my mother who has very horrible conditions hindering her health
I have had 3 dogs pass and multiple cats as well
My girlfriend left me and spread rumors I abused her which is not true I was repulsed by this because my mother has lived through so much trauma it sickened me someone would lie about it and that's just some of it
I have been so lonely for so long I really don't know what to do I joined the community to try and help others out and give the best advice I can and being 2 days in the community I have upset the admin and was immature in the chatroom and I really just wanted to help anyone out with honestly good intentions but I pretty much just messed up I have honestly been crying and felling like trash
I really want to be apart of this community but I don't know if I deserve to be any advice or comments would be so appreciated